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28/8

hmm...
yesterday hv dinner wif juejia,jie,von,miko==
all gurl==
buli me oni><
but fun oso la~~
all oso 3838 geh^^
stay there until 11~~
then fetch miko bck><
haha~
ppl 1st time drive car wo~~
XD
so after acompany her bck oni go home><
^^
take lots of pic~~
heee~~
next time come out agn ya^^

nobody...

hmm....
nw only knw i m rily nobody to u^^
gud news^^
so next time anything...
u can find me if nobody care u...
i mean if NOBODY care u...
^^
FUCK HIM
o0o
n gud luck to u^^

ouch!bodypain.....& heart pain......

yesterday nite went for bbal wif fren^^
naiz game saw bck few ehsan fren there^^
long time din c them d~
haha~~
hmm...
laz match 2nd offence jump turn over shot the ball...but laz leg cramT^T
pain lik hell....
but luckily the bal in^^
hahaXD
die with gloryXD
then sub another guy for my place^^
finish playing...
still thinking how to drive bck==
leg cram how driveT^T
but no useXD
stil nid to drive home><
juz "sei for" few time~~
nearly accident few time@_@
scared...
next time gt drive car better dun play so hardXD
haha~

heartpain....
i dunno y.....
i shud not hv tis feeling....
but i cant control.....
i st**l w**l s**y b*s**e u.....
***

hiazzzzz

argh...
middle of the nite><
gastrik pulok!!!!
i still nid to rush for tml exam!!!
fuck off!!!!!
damn it.....
the pain juz make me cant concerntrate in memorizing my tml chart>no medicine.....
how to stay up to tml><
i nid an antipain pill to stop the pain to concerntrate......
nid to drink coffee to make me awake samore....
hope it work....
haih~
so many ppl gastrik geh><
jess...
pls take care ok???

house keeping...

haha~~
house keeping final exam tml^^
no feels geh><
stay in room whole day@___@
noted,fb,song,pps==
haha~~
there goes my sunday><
hmmp><
later daddy n mummy goin eat meizhi~~
dunno wan go or not><
erm......
they say i long time din hv lunch n dinner wif them jor wor==
hmmmm..........
better goXD
if not next week no car useXD
haha~

morning!!!!!

>< sleep so early yesterday...
5am==
XD
hmm.....
2day wake up at 12....
went downstairs find things to eat^^
haha~~
fried kuey teow^^
whee.....
love it soo much~~
so i take it n ask my mum tis is my breakfast or lunch><
guees wat she told me==
"its ur dinner"
"i tot u oled went out"
==
deng><

sometime thing she says rily make me speechless==
i dunno wanna laugh or cry==
haha~~
T^T
actually 2day goin out geh~~
but laz oso cancel d~~
stay at home study larh~
JOEL YEE!!!!!
^^
haha~
tats wat jiejie will tel baby if she knw baby is goin out~
XD

5am

its nearly 5 am nw==
still cant sleep...
haiz....

to miss.bao:
hey....
cheer up gurl....
no point waste or get hurt by those kind of guy rite^^
i knw u sure can pass through^^
gambateh^^
sleep early...
n dun think sooooo much d^^
heee....
nite^^

T^T

juz finish MP exam^^
good!!!!
wat tip teacher gv all came out><
but wat i hv read~~~
all juz dissapear from my mind once 1 step in the exam hall*_____*
1st time feel soooooooooo badT^T
wtf!!!!!
i miss alll the mark!!!!! T^T
hurhur><
wat can i do for next few paperT^T
god.......
help me!!!
nw go GuanNiMa.com oso useless><
haih......
jie><
i realy did read......

argh!!!!!

><
every body was studying and rushing for tml final mp exam==
n im here hiding myself><
coz i dunno wat mp is talking about==
so i juz can readreadread n read><
hope it helps tmlT^T

nervous!!!!!

wheee~~
2day can make it to collegeXD
rech von hs 845==
pig still oioi-ing==
so went to mcd wif miko wait her get ready n come down study^^
haha~~
rily gt study o^^
but juz read jor 1 subject nia><

2day jiejie gt kitchen class^^
so baby gt dessert to eat^^V
whee~~
naiznaiz~~
so bout 230 we went bck to college find meowmeow^^
eat jor dessert then go library continue study~~
haha~~
nid to thx jiejie for the mp noteXD
but so long leh><
many word wan copyO>jiejie samore dun let baby go photostat!!!!
hmmp><
hand tiredT^T
but laz oso gt copy all~~
but....but....but.....
dunno wan i hv copy pun><
haih~
dunno tml wat will happen><
jiejie!!!!!!
bless ur baby didi pass all the final exam lehXD^^
heee~~

☁-One day you’ll ask me which is more important to me, you or my life. I’ll say, “Of course, my life.” And you’ll go and walk away without even knowing that you are my life.☁

saw tis in somewhere.....
i like it^^

late!!!!/thx.......

argh!!!
woke up late 2day~~
mum drove my car to work....
no transport to collegeTT
sorli evonne><
promise jor wan study wif u 2day geh==
paiseh la~~
2ml joel goin to college^^
go find u yaXD
and!!
dun tot joel not there n u can curi tulang ho><
continue study....
anything dun understand write it down^^
joel tml explain~~
heee~~

yesterday night
hmm....
wana thx evonne and oso meowmeow sista^^
heee~~
thx for acompanying me yesterday nite.....
meow!!!!
thx for "hugging" baby ya^^
^^V
evonne.....
thx for supporting me along the way....
^^
gamdong gt both of u 38 beside meXD
so....
baby here hope u two....
stay lengleng n 38 4ever ya^^
and lazly....
may god bless all my fren who hav exam coming pass with the best result...

who should i blame......

ok.....
u can choose to tell me or not telling me.....
but i choose not to knw....
i juz dun understand......
u win.....
i gv up......
u can treat me as fren.....
but since u wanna treat me as ur ex....
ok^^
i hv no problem with it...
juz continue.....
erm....
mayb nw ur life full of colour full of fun^^
bless u^^
take care~~
i quit....

==

cant continue writting.....
sorli.....
i juz wanna say sorli....
hope she will recover soon.....
n get a better guy.....
baby......
i knw u can.....

love story(part 1)

a couple....
when they start their relationship...
they were juz trying.....
after 1 month...
both of them fall in love....
its deep......
the guy was kind of close with all the gurl beside him...
but he stil confirm n promise her he will love her 4ever...
n they even talk about wedding n oso their famiy.....
n that time they were juz 16....
both side parent juz dun support them....
but they juz dun care....
she rily think lots for him...
the guy works alone at a shopping complex.....
as a promoter.....
she scared him feels bored so she oso look for a job at the same shopping complex...
and its the same floor wif him...
so she can oways come n accompany him.....
when they were 17...
he still dun hv license...
n he stay far aways from her house....
so they cant oways go out....
but she miss him alot.....
so she took a train alone n change taxi only can reach his hs...
she did all this juz to accompany him.....
n they oso promise each other that they will talk in the phone every day nite b4 go to bed no matter wat happen...
but he oways busy n come home late...
so every nite...
she sit in the dining room until midnite doin ntg but juz waiting his call....
he dunno wats the feel of waiting...
coz he oways made her wait....
n no matter how late...
she is still waiting...
n every time he reach home n cal her...
he say he is tired n juz lik that they close the phone...
she feels dissapointed n hurt....
coz she wait for whole nite...
but wat she get bck is "i m tired"......
but actualy wat she wanna hear is"i miss u"
but he juz dunno wat she wan.....
nw..
they were 18....
both finish their secondary scul....
unlucky she got to go for PLKN...
but the 1st thing she scared was not how suffer inside...
the 1st thing she scared is....
him.....
she scared he miss her...
so she buy a teddy bear.....
n gv it to him n says"hug it,when u miss me"
she din think for herself....
coz she hv ntg to hug when she miss him....
anything she do...
he will be the 1st thing she think of...
but....
at the 3rd years.....
thing change....
he start college...
she oso start her course...
so both of them started to hv less time to hang out...
every nite they juz talk in phone...

"to be continue"

sleep...

started to likes to sleep when alone....
feels sleepy not because tired....
its because i don't need to think when i am sleeping.....
in my dream....
i am the god....
i can stop thing that i don't like happen.....
and everytime we wake up....
and sleep again...
all will start over again....
brand new....
real life....
impossible....
thing will change,people will change,everything will change....
so...
you only can get used to it....
not change it....
i need to start to get use to my life without u.....
although i told u i have olready get used to it...
but.....
its not....
i m juz avoiding it by goin out wif frens everyday...
play game....
study...
juz do things non-stop.....
JOEL......
u are still a peice of sh*t......
damn it....