sleep...

started to likes to sleep when alone....
feels sleepy not because tired....
its because i don't need to think when i am sleeping.....
in my dream....
i am the god....
i can stop thing that i don't like happen.....
and everytime we wake up....
and sleep again...
all will start over again....
brand new....
real life....
impossible....
thing will change,people will change,everything will change....
so...
you only can get used to it....
not change it....
i need to start to get use to my life without u.....
although i told u i have olready get used to it...
but.....
its not....
i m juz avoiding it by goin out wif frens everyday...
play game....
study...
juz do things non-stop.....
JOEL......
u are still a peice of sh*t......
damn it....