sleep...

started to likes to sleep when alone....
feels sleepy not because tired....
its because i don't need to think when i am sleeping.....
in my dream....
i am the god....
i can stop thing that i don't like happen.....
and everytime we wake up....
and sleep again...
all will start over again....
brand new....
real life....
impossible....
thing will change,people will change,everything will change....
so...
you only can get used to it....
not change it....
i need to start to get use to my life without u.....
although i told u i have olready get used to it...
but.....
its not....
i m juz avoiding it by goin out wif frens everyday...
play game....
study...
juz do things non-stop.....
JOEL......
u are still a peice of sh*t......
damn it....

2nd day

its 2nd day......

saw ur blog.....

hmm...

dunno wats the feeling nw.....

cant describe......

juz....

weird.....

en~~

its a sweet memory for me...

3years....

v hav been gone through a lot~~

i will kip in inside my heart...

forever remember....

the way u hug n kiss me....

thx for giving me the chance to love u sayang u...

although atlaz.....

its a bad ending....

but still i wil miss it....

thx baby.....

i loved u......

i will take care myself^^

n drink more water

n oso wun eat too much fried food n spicy food.....

but...

u dun oways care me la weh~~

u gt gastrik oso><

dun oways kip fit n dun eat ho~~

n i knw u lik to eat tomyam mihun!!!!

dun eat so much la weh>

easy kena gastrik....

n drink more water coz ur body vy ez to fall sick~~

ohya~

if gastrik...

eat the medicine i gv u..

remember???

gasviscon its more effective^^

hee...

i think tats all^^

pls take gud care urself for ur parent,fren n meXD

ok^^

i will to^^

hee~~

ohya~~

i still owe u lots of thing wehXD

if u kena gastrik....

then i might nid to reconsider wanna bring u out on ur birthday or not dXD

sooooo.....

pls take care if u wanna gooo yarXD^^

confuse....

i don't know its was so tough......

i can't imgine what will happen.....

cause even me myself.....

i cant control......

i hope nw all ur fren are at urside....

coz i cant stay at urside....

they will be ur 4ever...

n they wun hurt u....

i dun understand....

i m the 1 who start.....

y will i still feel lik tis....

wat kind of feeling is it....

i m confused.....

hope n bless u stay hapi and healthy....

n smile every day......

i lik it when u smile~~~

i will miss it~~

i din mean it.......

....

haiz~~

long time din update jor......

recently......

bz doin assignment.....

presentation........

study.....

all thing juz come lik tat.....

n things oso juz go lik tat.....

for u....

i oni can say sory.....

i juz dun wanna hurt u....

n i m hurting since v been 2gather......

ok...

tis is the 1st time i write tis kind of thing here......

all the time v always heard ppl say how sweet v are.....

how naiz to have a boy lik tat....

acctually they dunno how sad to hv a boyfren lik me....

i juz din care bout ur feeling b4......

i dunno how u can stand me for 3 years....

even me myself cant stand it....

feel sucks.....

i juz can say.....

i m really sory.....

n i really did love u wif all my heart......

sory baby......

i hope u wun get a bf tats sucks lik me next time.....

u can hate me....

i dun mind....

as long as u r hapi.....

i really will miss the time v been 2gather......

i love u......

its for the laz time.......

i dun hope v can be fren......

coz i dun even dare to think.....

i hav been hurting u.....

sory.....

the feel of knwing ur bf will break up wif u anytime is scary...

i knw.....

i rily knw.....

mayb i rily not good enough to be ur boyfren....

i hope u will found a boy tat better than me 1000000X time....

i m not beside u .....

u muz learn how to protect urself.....

dun oways let ur brother buli u....

n also ur dad....

anything u still can call me.....

i m still here until u found new boyfren.....

............

assignment@_@

herg><
tis whole week juz do assignment enough><
until nw stil cant finish><
2day relax a bitXD
went for show wif lois,siewyingand BABY!!!!^^
heee~~
twillight juz ok nia><
not as gud as i expected~~
but atleast i can hav sometime wif baby^^
and oso can relax a bitXD
mackz~~
baby^^
thx for ur support all the time when i nid ur help~~
although baby juz stay beside me listen me "ngamngamngam"
and baby juz keep quite><
stupid><
sick d wan oioi tell me ma><
haih><
love u^^
baby~~~
hope u recover soon^^

@_@

argh~~~
fifa final....
din watchTT
whole nite rushing assignment!!!!
until nw...
still rushing~~
haih.....
tired.....
tis week tooo many things nid to complete><
samore kena hantam by mum>deng.....
12am.....
its stil early ok>looks lik 2nite still goin to do whole nite~~
lets pray tat tml i wun pengsan in class><
coz afternoon promise baby will go watch twillight wif her^^
hope i wun fall asleep in the theathre oso><
XD

interview^^

haha~~
1st time interview^^
but not use to dress lik tis><
all those pic is taken by stu[id meow><
XD
haha~~